I DUN NEED TO SHOW TO PROOF I CAN DO..

Well..last saturday I went for Undang exam..n I failed..(gosh crap)jz one more question I can pass..actually I was suppose to recheck..but the comp responded too quick n I terclick the "ok" button..then..gone..I failed..(curse u comp!)..I was kinda down when i failed my Undang exam..I called my mum..n I expected her to comfort me..but who noes..she nag at me pulak..for 11 mins..gosh..she can really nag over a small thing..after tht..my mood gone worst..n I dun feel like goin home..so I decided to visit my fren..well..he's on his way to his new house n I tagged along..well..his parents r nice though..they even ask me wat course I'm gonna take..so I told them I'm goin to take Culinary Arts..n they're like.."wow".."u can cook huh?"..I like "yea.."..I feel kinda weird in a way..well..after tht..I'm sure those who noe me knew tht I can cook..but my fren threw me a question..he asked me..

Best fren: How come I nvr see u bring the things tht u cook to skol?

Me: Why shud I bring?

Best fren: U say u know how to cook wat..how come u nvr share? EG cook very well..n often bring n share among ourself..XY can bake very well n make deserts very well also..they all also bring it to skol n share..

Me: Then? Tht doesn't mean anything rite? I dun bring the things tht I cooked to skol doesn't mean tht i dunno how to cook..it jz tht the thing tht I cooked barely pass my own standard n u wan me to share it among u guys? I dun do tht..if I wan to share I wil share the best one..

Best fren: ..

I dun show doesn't mean tht I dunno..i'm not tht good in cooking..still learning..but wat do u expect from a beginner? i'm not Jamie Oliver who can cook n talk at the same time..I'm not tht at all..mayb sum day I wil..but now I'm not..n i'm not ready to show it off..except  my cookies la..haha..but seriously..i dun like parading how good my food is..I dun do tht..I'm goin to show n share when I'm officially a chef..I will share if u b the 1st who taste my new recipe..tht I dun mind..I jz dun like it ppl share their recipe to skol n I hav to do tht to proof ppl I can cook..I'm not tht kind of ppl who like to show off..well..i think tht's all..

OH GOSH..IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE MY LAST UPDATE..

Well..been lazy to update my blog but very active in MSN indeed..haha..Well..I've doin lots of baking nowadays..actually..kinda sick wit those cookies d..but not sick of baking though..haha..Well..my kick ass cookies r on demand rite now..haha..lots of orders coming in..n Im sick of smelling those cookies..but I hav to think bout the money tht I earn..If not I quit baking tht cookies d..well..lots of things happen in my life recently..but I hav to stand out stronger if not I wil fall one day..actually the whole process of baking is hard but I like it..no matter how hard it is i still like it..but I thru the whole process..i've been having lots of thinking in my mind..things tht happen in my life..the way God bless me..i really thankful tht God created me so unique in my own way..I used to compare wit my brother..but now..I've decided not to compare already..tired of it..haha..well..one of my dearest cousin is goin to U.K soon..n it's before CNY..how nice..well..but i noe this day wil come soon or later..even though i dun wish this day wil come..but still..life goes on no matter wat..well..my cousin hav taught me how to b a better person..n I really appreciate it..whenever I hang out wit him..he'll pay for my whole trip..even the toilet trip..he still pay for me..he jz wouldn't let me use a single cent when im out wit him..I really cherish those days tht we spend together..wel..tht wil jz b memories..he'll b leaving to U.K on 3rd of feb to pursue his studies..n he'll b bac around 2-3 years if Im not mistaken..well..used to spend my CNY, Easter, Christmas n weekends wit my cousin..jz cant really imagine how my life would b n how am I goin to adapt to it..I noe i've grown up..but sumtimes jz wish tht Im smaller..so tht the older ones can guide me n forgive me if I've done wrong..but those days r over..Im turning 18 this year..18 means muz b respossible wit watever things i've done n face it..n 18 means I can watch thse movies tht rated 18..haha..oh well..guess no more acting childish n all..must think like 18 years old as wel..wow..it's really not an easy job being an adult..haha..well..all i can say is tht i really cherish the days tht i've spend wit my cousin..really gonna miss him when he's away from hear..well..i got 11 cousin total up..but those who are bout me is already in overseas..n he's the last one who is care bout me..n he's goin to leave soon..haiz..well..anyway..i think tht's all for this entry..I promise..there'll b more coming up~

-cheers-

WISH THT I COULD TURN BAC TIME..

Well..I believe everyone wants to turn back time if they hav the chance..Well..I'm one of them..Teenagers these days r ambitious..I'm one of them..I'm a kind of person tht loves sports especially swimming, diving n gymnastics..hmm..I hav the dream of becoming Malaysia's swimmer..but my skill doesn't bring me far..cz I'm not a speed swimmer..I swim one round Daniel Bego could be two round ahead of me..so no point dreaming..Diving..diving need lots of practices n need to learn from young..I even dream tht I'm in Malaysia's diving team wit my fav.diver Yeoh Ken Nee..but unfortunately I'm too late to pick up the skill..Yeoh Ken Nee learn to dive since ten years old..n me..Haiz..now dive in a pool it's like a huge stone fall into water ended up humiliating myself out there..Gosh..Gymnast..owh..I can do bridge..but jz tht only..others..haiz..I can dream of doin split n all tht..Well..if I had a chance to turn back time I would learn all tht I mention..but I'm 17 now..so it's too late to pick up those skills..my bone is to hard n heavy to bend..but I'm sure God has tons of plans for me in the future..I might b the Pastor tht cooks..hahahaha..n preach at the same time..hahaha..well..Wheter I'm goin to b a Chef Pastor or not it's all in God's hand..only He's the one who noe my future..besides cooking n baking..I love singing as wel..but not as good as my brother..he's a better singer compared to me..but I think I'll b as good as him one day..hahaha..but I dun hav the dream of being a singer..even though I love to sing..but still..being a celebrity is not easy..imagine when u're taking ur lunch in the fine restaurant wit ur loveone n tons of magazine reporter standing n waiting for u outside of the restaurant n keep on clicking on their camera jz take a shot of u eating a steak, enjoying a glass of wine n the way u dress..n they'll start giving comments n critics towards the way u dress, eat, drink n so on..how disturbing is tht..they dun even give u a second of privacy..they'll start chasing u from KL to Penang..n they'll start singing this Digi song titled 'I Will Follow You'..if u love this kind of life no one is stoping u..but if u dun..I advice u..dun dream to b a star..when u're a star they will b watching u..even wen u're in the toilet nor bathroom..Me personally think tht this kind of life is disturbing..n I like to hav privacy of my own..hahaha..well..end of words..I wish I could back time..

well..tht's all for this entry..

it's me Eric..

Signing off..

FRIENDSHIP...

I used to hav so many frens when I was form 1..well..it's nice in the begining..but it turn out not like wat I expected it to b..well..the only thing is tht I make frens wit the GLAM ppl..Ppl who r much much richer than me..I treat them as my buddies but it turn out tht they're actually backstabbing me..Hah..I was naive back then..after tht case..I continued to search sum quality frens..frens tht who really appreciate me like I appreciate them..n yes..I found it..n all r indians..i dun mind..race is not not a problem for me to make frens..I knew them around mid og aug..n it was a very memorable moment..but those sweet moments doesn't hold on long..I knew tht big part of them r shifting skols..n I'm really sad about it..coz we all knew each other not more than half a year n it hav to end so soon..but I toke a smart move..I get their phone numbers..n taadaa!!! I still can b frens wit them without seeing each other..hahaha..wel..all these years I kept on sustain the relationship..I tot I wont lose either of them..but unfortunately..I lose tracking one of them..her name is Tanusha..she's one of my closest gal friend..I told n share almost everything..I heard tht her parents in the process of getting divorce..n I really dunno wat to do to comfort her..I tot sustain the relationship thru phone is enuf..but it wasn't enuf..at last..I loses her contact..I cant get thru her hp number..I really dunno wat happen to her..I really wan to noe wat happen to her..I even go to her skol to look for her..n I kept on waiting n waiting..in the end..I ask sum of the form 5 students there..they said tht she's no longer there..I hope tht's false..I really dunno wat to do..how am I suppose to find her..where on earth wud she b? I really got no idea at all..haihz..besides Tanusha..I still keep contact wit Vicky..she's a sweet, caring, n a loyal fren..we share lots of stuff..about our life, our studies n lots more..I'm thankful tht my efforts doesn't fall to the drain..she's indeed a very good fren of mine..even though we both cant see each other..but we still available on phone..hahaha..n another one is..hmm..well..she's a pretty gal wit a hot name! Her name is Shakira..hahaha..wel..she's also a sweet gal..n we often share God's word..well..normally when we're in a conversation I'm the one who do the talking..coz she's a quiet gal..sumtimes I dun even realise tht she's still on the phone..but she change alot dy..she's more outspoken these days..hahaha..hmm..I got two guy best fren..one of them is Mun Kin..hmm..he's from a moderate family..he like mount biking..always update himself wit the latest news about gadgets..I bet he's getting sum of it soon..hahaha...well..he is quite a laid back person..he doesn't talk a lot..always kena bully by me..hahha..we knew each other since form 2..I knew wit my bicycle..back then when I was in form 2..I cycle to skol from my granma's place n cycle back to her place after skol..one day after skol when I was on my way bac to my granma place n i saw him cycling bac home too..so I greeted him on my bicycle..hahaha..but few days later his parents arranged him to take skol bus home instead of cycling..I tot our frenship juz end like tht..but God put him in the same tuition as me..n woohoo..I can b frens wit him again!! Since then we became frens n bow..best pal..wel..he's the one who was there for me when I need..previously there's this gal who I like n she rejected me..n Mun Kin..he's the one who was rite there when I need..thx buddy..n the other one is Ganesh..a chindian..well..he's a guy wit high vocal notes..crazy..we othen spend time together..n yet..spend DOTA time together..hahaha..well..we got lot of chemistry together..whenever we both saw sumthin..there's the same tot pops out from our mind..n we both laugh bout it..n we often tease each other for fun..but sumtimes we share our feelings..when he's sad..I was there for him..I'm sad..he's sumtimes there..hahaha..I dun mind wheter r my frens were there when I need but as long as when they're in need..I'll b there..tht's wat a good fren do rite..hahaha...I cherish every moment tht I ever spend wit my frens..wheter is happy or sad..I still cherish..U all dun ever get away from my life..now I realise tht I Wong Yi Hui actually hav frens..n I'm glad bout it..no more saying tht I ain't got frens..hehehe

WELL..THT'S ALL FOR TODAY..IT'S ME SIGNING OFF...

-CHEERS-

DAY BY DAY..SPM IS NEAR!!!! I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE MYSELF IT'S ALREADY THE MONTH OF AUGUST!!! SHIT!!! I'M NOT EVEN PREPARE HOW AM I GOIN TO TAKE THIS TEST?? UGH!!

Oh gosh!!! Spm it's like less than 90 days!!! How am I goin to face the last high skool exams of mine?! I hope I can turn bac the time to january..haiz..guess I dun hav the ability to do so then to face it..haiz..wel..my mom always makes me think bout this..this is the line she always keep me in mind.."u noe this is the last exam in high skool!! Is the last 'train' dy..if u dun study hard..U CANT GO TO COLLEGE!!' Wow..tht's the line tht always kept me moving even though i dun wan to..coz studying culinary arts in Taylors is my dream..I wan to b a great chef tht cooks great food n bake great cake..n who noes..a restaurant might b on the way in the future..hahaha..tht's my wildest n my biggest dreams! Serving ppl great food n cake..a fine dine restaurant n served awesome cakes..wow..yummy~~..haha..tht will b come true if I buck up now!! Well..there's a list of stuff to do after SPM..hehe..plan ahead!!

Things tht I'll do after SPM..Ahem..here goes..

1.Sleep like I never sleep before

2.If possible I'll make Mid Valley my second home..

3.Climb Mount.Kinabalu!!!Woohoo!!!

4.Beaching in Pulau Perhentian, Redang, Langkawi...

5.Fly myself to Melbourne, Australia!!!(it'll happen..if I hav the $$$$)$.$

6.Colour my hair Burnette!!!!

7.Prom of coz..

8.Turn to a hot male..

9.Baking!!!

10.Cooking..(invent new recipes)

11.Hang out wit buddies!!!

Hmm..I think tht's more..but I forgot dy..hahaha..Wel..recently..I juz heard a hillarious news about there's this guy in form 4..pratically he's a freak..a ugly one too..wel..he noe how to dance..he's the blue blue butterfly..haha..bet the Saujanians noe who's he..hahha..Wel..I heard this from one of my fren..she said tht this particular guy hav been backstabbing me since my fren got up wit this gal..wel..I was furious bout my fren hooking up wit her coz of sum issues..but I'm already over wit the issues..my fren like her so much wat can I do? Juz let them b rite..n I respect my fren's decision..n I respect her as my best fren's gal n dun talk anything bad behind her..but wat I heard from my fren is tht this blue butterfly who was a very good fren of my best fren's gal hav been backstabbing me since last year..well..I was not suprise tht he'll backstab me..it's normal for human to gossip bout other ppl rite..but one thing freaks me out is tht this blue butterfly backstab me whenever I pass by his class..I like so zha dao..wat is so nice bout backstabbing ppl..it's like making ppl sounds ugly when he himself it's already ugly enuf for ppl..I dun care tht if he talk bad bout me to the ppl tht noe me..but he kept on talking bout me to other ppl tht dun noe me at all!!! He make me sound as though I'm very interested in him n wanna to add him on friendster..C'mon la..seeing u in skool it's already a suffer enuf..y am I even bother to add u in friendster?? U said tht my pics look like I wanna the next ANTM winner..come to ur sense..I'm a Malaysian..n currently I'm still in Malaysia!!! Do u think is possible for me to b the next ANTM winner ah??? It doesn't make sense at all!!! Even though I talk bad bout u like once or twice but I didn't go around my class to talk bad bout u!!! Wat is so nice to talk bout me even bring it to tuition n tell one of the gal..it's like making ur life miserable if u dun talk bout sumone..one question I wanna to ask u..R u secretly in love wit me?? If u're not I think u shud stop talking bout me..I got no issues wit u ok!! Even though u're tone deff, flat, dunno how to control ur tune well n wit a face full of pimples but I still never kick u out from the choir ok!! Think bout tht dude..I dun need u to come into my life juz to talk bad bout me idiot..u're making me wasting my time typing this entry juz to express my anger..if u hate me or watsoever..dun act like as though u're ok wit me..tht's fake ok!!! If u hate me juz show it like ur fren do..dun act to please my feelings..it'll never work..the only think u'll get from backstabbing me is I'll settle wit u in Yi Hui's way..I'm not as easy as u think I'll b..I could b ur worst nightmare Yap Kok Fei!!!! Asshole!!!

Phew..it does feel relief after say it out loud n say it out proud..hehe..well..tht's it for today..it's me signing off!!!

-Cheers-